More Than Words
Posted: April 22nd, 2009 | Author: Ian Kelly | Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: Bound4LIFE, Jesus, Justice, Prayer | 5 Comments »Before joining Bound4LIFE – and crying out for the ending of abortion - I had a lot to pray or you could say, I could pray long prayers. Not that it was out of pride, I just needed to say what I was feeling and such. But when I started praying at the Supreme Court, with LIFE tape on, the words started to escape me. Yes, because of the LIFE tape, I have to be silent… but that is the power of it.
The hours of silence drained the words out of me, until I could feel what I was praying. Deep started crying out to deep and what could have taken some time to pray now could be articulated with tears. God, in the silence, revealed himself. I was changed. Waiting with him, before him, in him changes you. Prayer became more. More than words and hopes. I found someone in the waiting. A man of strong emotions. Of unfathomable passions. A man of tears and a man of joy. A God who I wanted to see but now I could feel Him see me, with eyes like a burning fire.
Intercession to be sure is verbal. But intercessors are connecting with God not through words and actions but through emotions and agreement. Words can only take you so far then comes the breaking point. Most people get to the edge but then retreat because of the need to fill the void of quietness. They feel useless unless they can get loud or can articulate what is goign on inside of them. They pray and read hoping to somehow put into words the prayers burning inside of them all the while not realizing that the inexpressable is expressing, through them. The bible calls it groans that words can not express. These groanings are nothing less then eternity breaking in upon the soul of man.
We need to learn to wait on him. Wait and pray. Pray and listen. Listen and respond. Respond and agree. Agree and wait.
Let the groans, prayers, intercessions of Jesus be birthed in you. And don’t worry how to express it. You don’t have to figure everything out. Just pray.
